what is up everypony! guess whos back! the one and only me! i'm back after a computer science class that teaches me more python and javascript than html, so its done me essentialy no good thus far, but that's fine!
so, i've decided theres going to be a few changes to my idea. this likely wont be a social site. this will more likely be a passion project more than anything. online over sites over time ive realized i've shared a bit too much over the years, and i want this to be a fun space instead of always being dragged down by random things that will weigh down my social presence forever.,
on that note, my site will be on hiatus, basically never being updated until i learn more about html. (not like it's already been update once every 6 months or anything with a simple status update lol)
I love to learn html, but i am just very bad at it currently, and to do things efficiantly i need to learn more. study more. whatever it takes. i think it'd be nice to add how much of a nerd i am. i love maths, science (especially chemisty) and computer sciences. i love learning about things like text based coding and i really want to do this project, but i can't really do that until i learn more about it.
oh and my birthday is coming up again soon on the 21st of september
oh, hi guys. I kinda forgot this existed... I should probably get back to working on this sometime soon, that'd be cool.
I suppose i just forgot about all of this in the midst of working on songs and learning utau and vocal synthisizers. trust me, i'm not great at it. But i have a lyric book that i want to eventually someday put into song. Maybe making my website riddled with lore from my songs, would be fun.
This is sort of a hobby anyways. Its not like it's constantly on my mind to have a website. I think it'd just be nice to have a place to organize all my thoughts, and share them with others. I hope i can get back to this sometime soon, because its fun even just typing this out to share with people. even if no one sees it, its nice to have it out there in the open.
(p.s., if you're reading this, you're one of the first people to know i (Ema_Idiot) am working on music. Music and song related things go under a different username of mine, which i dont plan to be stating on any of my socials. So, Congratulations.)
guess who didnt work on their website, or even practice either, for the second time... hah.. hah...
not me! (obvious lie)
Anyways, ive been busy. and i'm acctually not rotting in bed recently. instead ive been maladaptive daydreaming while listening to music. which i dont know if that is any better than rotting in bed, but it sure as hell feels better to actually be outside and get air.
Things have acctually felt a lot better recently, too. i've started saving up for an electric guitar, which ive wanted for a while. as well as being outside, listening to music, not sleeping as much, and honestly just not being as stressed. i think thats a good thing.
My birthday was recently. Somebody gifted me Project DIVA for the switch, which ive been playing a lot, too.
I dont acctually know what i came on here to talk about. i just wanted to give an update. So, baibai for now, i suppose.
So, i totally lied... about a couple things
I did *not* practice html that afternoon. nor the next day. But thats fine, i'll work on it someday...
It's not that i dont want to, its that i either never had the time, or was too busy being depressed and bedrotting (half-joking)
My birthday is coming up on the 21st of September. There's not all too much to that.
Yesterday i went out to the barnes and noble (decently) close by me, and decided to start orange (the manga)(dont worry, i dont write spoilers) and bought the first volume of the complete collection, which has volumes 1, 2, and 3. and OH MY GOSH. i want to know how someone writes such an amazing, angsty, yet romance, yet happy story. I've only ready volumes 1 and 2 in it so far. since there isnt a bookstore in my small town, i'm waiting to read volume 3 until right before the next weekend i can go to the next city over and buy the next volume, so that way im not desprately waiting to get volume 4.
so, i think thats all for now! i hope you have a great day! byebye!
someday i'll make websites as good as everyone elses. i think its fun, and i plan on doing it one day, but i just dont know how yet. i only know the basics.
there's a lot of things i want to do with this. i want to make it into a sort of "adventure site" with hidden buttons and different pages for all my alters or ocs that you can press for an intro to. A page with my few works of peotry, a page with my art, a page with a blog/diary, maybe a place where i can vent without limits, where people understand. i honestly just want to be able to share about things im fond of with people that care. its not often. i hope i can reach a group that likes the things i like someday.
i love using apps and websites that let you customize to no limits. it helps me feel more in touch with myself... perhaps less depressed, if you want to put it that way. Like pronouns page, for example.
So, i count, as of today, my first blog post, on my first website. 09.12.24. Maybe, since im new here, you'd like to know some about me. if you dont, thats fine, you can leave.
Im pretty sure theres more, but i always forget about myself the moment i want to talk about it lol. (hence mostly the perpose of this blog)
I think thats about all for now... I'm gonna work on learning how to code in html. I feel like it would help if i were able to look at the coding for the other people's websites, but i know im not able to because some people decide thats its super cool to copy others sites. If i want to add anything else, i will. but, thank you for caring enough to read, i appreciate you. :)
If you're intrested in updates, you can follow my website, i appreciate every bit. I'm still in school, and my school has neocities blocked on the computers for "mature" for whatever reason (ahem, the people who make nsfw/porn/hentai websites, i'm looking directly at you), so i'll likely update in the afternoon, also just so i (likely) only have to update the blog once a day (or whenever i update), so i can take note of all the things that happen throughout the day, then post it all at once.
Okay, *now* thats all. I appreciate everyone who cared enough to read. Byebye! :)